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thank God.
Saying he knew that the area between his cheeks was just another place to clean was one thing,
but following through on his own request was going to take a lot of courage. Between the ages of
seven and twelve, Tommy had been sexually abused by his mother's boyfriends, especially the
last one, Ross. Living with Soldier and Dillon, getting counseling, and learning from Soldier how
to protect himself, had made Tommy a fully functioning, healthy, and capable young man. He
was a social worker who labored long and hard to help the same kind of children that he once
was. Except for this one thing for which he still seemed to have a damned niggling fear. Well, he
refused to let that happen.
Tommy grabbed the soap and put it in Daniel's hands, rolling it around to make a lather again,
just as Daniel had done earlier. He replaced the soap after doing the same to his own hands. He
looked Daniel fully in the face and reached around him, sliding his hands to grasp Daniel's
buttocks, grasping, caressing, squeezing them. Without blinking or hiding his face, which he
really wanted to do, he slid the fingers of one hand down between Daniel's cheeks. Daniel
obligingly spread his legs, giving Tommy more room.
With one tentative finger, Tommy breached Daniel's tight little hole and pushed in a bit. Daniel
sucked in his breath, but since Tommy was watching so closely, he knew it wasn't pain, but
pleasure that caused it. He moved his finger out, then back in a little farther. Daniel's gasped,
"Yes!" and encouraged him to continue. He began to push in farther, and slide in and out faster,
using Daniel's face as a gauge as to how he was doing.
It hadn't occurred to Tommy that he was making love to Daniel until Daniel shouted, "God,
Tommy!" and he felt heat splashing against his stomach and cock. What had begun as a test of
Tommy's own readiness for intimacy had turned into an explosive orgasm for Daniel. Tommy
was thrilled with the result. He brought his other hand around and grasped Daniel's cock, helping
him finish. After a few pumps of Tommy's hand, Daniel rested his head on Tommy's shoulder.
"Mmm, Tommy, you melted me. I've wanted you for so long, I knew I wouldn't last long. I can't
tell you how good that felt." Daniel nuzzled into Tommy's neck, licking and lapping at the water
that still rained on them.
"I'm glad. I'm so glad, Daniel. Me, now. I want to know. I want to feel good from being touched
there. You can make me, only you, Daniel." Tommy wasn't scared anymore, curious and
anxious, but there was no fear.
Daniel raised his head and after a quick look at Tommy, Daniel bent just a bit and kissed him
senseless. Tommy reached up and grasped Daniel around the neck and held on, kissing him back
fervently. Tongues twisted and tangled, and breaths were shared in the heat of the moment.
Tommy's cock rubbed against Daniel's groin, bumping his now softer one. Before long, Tommy
was actively trying to get off. He moved back and forth against Daniel, using him for the softest,
wettest friction. Tommy's breathing was harder, and he knew he was about to come.
Daniel reached around and caressed Tommy's ass cheeks as Tommy had done to him. Tommy
shivered, but it was with pleasure. He groaned as he felt Daniel's finger touch his hole. Without
thinking, he spread his legs and let Daniel in. Daniel pushed his index finger inside Tommy, and
when Tommy start to come, Daniel bent down so he could push up farther, finding a spot deep
inside that made Tommy cry out.
Tommy shook in earnest now as gobs of come splashed against Daniel. He held on tight as he
kept thrusting against Daniel and pushing back to get Daniel to touch that spot inside him again.
He shouted again, letting Daniel know that it was bliss he was feeling, not fear or shame. Daniel
had given him a gift.
When Tommy stopped shaking he was still held tight in Daniel's arms, with his knees about to
give out.
"Thank you," he whispered, turning his head from Daniel's shoulder to his neck. "I was afraid I
would never be able to do that, and you made it wonderful. I was flying, Daniel. Take me to bed
before I fall down. But wait, I want to say something." Tommy pulled his face back now and
looked at Daniel, so Daniel could see he meant what he was saying. "I'm not scared of any of it
now. I think it was just that first touch, that first time, you know? You made it something hot and
exciting and good."
"I'm so glad, Tommy. You deserve to feel good about every part of your body. Come on, let's go.
You've had a really long day and you're about out on your feet." Daniel said and hustled Tommy
out of the shower.
Before long they were wrapped in each other's arms in the bed, with the lights off. Tommy felt
nearly insensate with fatigue and the relaxation from having come, with Daniel, after wanting it
for, well, like forever.
"Daniel?"
"Yeah, Tommy?" Daniel moved his hands over Tommy's back, letting him know Daniel was still
awake.
"I love you," Tommy said against Daniel's neck, snuggling in, rubbing all along his side.
"I love you, too. It's nice to finally be able to say it, and show it."
"Yeah, especially show it. We're going to be good, aren't we? Can we& will you& ?" Tommy
stopped, not knowing how to finish his thought. What was he shy now?
"Can we& "
"Will you make love to me in the morning? I need to sleep and I know you do, too. But I want to
feel everything with you. Do you like to& uh& be on top, or& "
"My shy boy. I like to be on the top or the bottom. I, by the way, am totally clean, not just in the
shower sense. I test often and have always been clear. I know, of course, that you are. We can
use condoms if you'd be more comfortable, or not, if you'd prefer that. It's up to you on that one."
"I know I'm not going to be with anyone else, ever. I want to feel you. God, you were so hot
inside. I can't imagine what that will feel like on my cock. Have you had a lot of& ?"
"No. Just no. I've had a few encounters, but nothing at all that resembled a relationship. I think,
subconsciously I was waiting for you to grow up. Since you hit eighteen, I've been holding my
breath, falling more and more in love. I've watched you excel in your studies and become a
wonderful counselor. You've impressed me in so many ways. You did so again tonight. You're a
strong, young man." Daniel's hands continued to move in a soothing fashion over Tommy's
shoulders, back, and buttocks.
"I was raised, from twelve on, by the best two dads in the world. I got some of Soldier's strength
and Dillon's compassion. Coming from the hell I did, I always knew what I wanted to do with
my life, the same thing that had been done for me. God help us, there will always be children
who are treated horribly and will have to have help in getting past it, learning to live full lives. I
want to help make that happen."
"You will. I have no doubt that you will be very good at your job. Even better now, I think, that
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